Falling, Kind-of…
Back in my room, I bandaged my torn and madly bleeding hands the best I could, and in doing so, pondered. I found emotion starting to stir in mind, inflicting my body with the worst of any pain. Such emotions came about five times a year, unless under extreme circumstances, and it seems I drew the short straw this month. A deep sorrow dawned on me, along with a longing, the loneliness one feels after a death's realization. In the few moments of logic, I searched for the medicine I made for such occasions, but found the needles empty, and no solution with which to be filled. I hunkered down in a corner, and briefly worried for Rowan, for this would not be a fun night. Grabbing a gage specially made for such occasion to not let out noise, I tide my mouth shut, and let go of what sanity I possessed. I screamed bloody murder, as the full force of emotion slammed into me, so intense that I could change into nothing, for nothing could be worse then what I was.
And no. Rowan would most likely pass out. And not have very fun dreams. >.>Sorry Rowan...Ehhh, she'll be fine. x'D